Kamis, 21 September 2017

My Lovely Cat

Kucing
Puuussss
Meong
Apapunlah kalian menyebutnya, mereka makhluk yang imut sekali bukan?
Nah kali ini saya mau memperkenalkan kucing-kucing saya dan beberapa kucing yang dekat dengan saya ^_^
sekedar untuk refreshing melihat kucing-kucing lucu


Ini namanya Blackjack, dia lagi tidur terlentang

Sabtu, 09 September 2017

Alice nine fanfic [Saga x nao]



Efek buat abstrak bahasa inggris dan Saga-sama yang balik pakai penutup mata.
Cakepnya tambah deh om.

=eyepatch=

Saga had been trying so hard to find his eyepatch. Since their band left PSC he is come back to beautiful prince looks again. After almost ten years he have image androgyny bad boy or rather good looking perverts guys in Nao opinion. Yes, Nao his ex-band leader, his drummer, his rhytm partner, and yet his lover since Alice nine founded.
Saga think his eyepatch maybe is being hidden by others members. Well, since Saga is really easy to be bullied and never really get angry after that. As Kai's the Gazette that very fond to get bullied maybe.
"Where is it? Isn't we are too old to do this silly joke?" he grumble by himself.
"What did yo do?" said the chubby and young looking guys. Seriously, how come 37 yo guys has that cute teenage face? When even Hiroto their younger member already get a little wrinkle on his face. Saga still dont get it about that. He didn't mind too.
"Trying to find my eyepacth.''
"Oh the eyepatch? Hihihi..."said the drummer with his funny naughty giggles.
"Would you mind to just tell me where is it? from that giggle i guess you know, wasnt it?"
"Oh how come?"
"Well isnt it funny to make fun on me? Oh Nao just gimme my eyepatch already, we have to do photoshoot 10minutes again."
"You can just say please Naokun." Nao trying to teasing his irritated lover.
"Or maybe bribe a cup starb..." Nao voices cut by Saga lips. It didnt matter for them to did that in the dressing room, well almost half crew knew their relationship. And Saga is Saga-sama the perv guys so its ok.
"would you gimme that in peace or should i punish you?" whispers the bassist while bit his partner lips.
Soon their tongues dancing together in hot passions. Fought for dominance which the most time its bassist had.
Saga hand start roaming to drummer's body.  Groping his round arse which made the drummers escape low moans through their hot kisses. When they in the heatted actions, a choked voices of an blonde vocalist disturb them.
"We need to get ready." said Shou with smiles on his lips because his friends action.
"That was my 'please' word.." Saga said after last lick on his lover lips. While his left hand playing with his eyepatch.
"Oh and dont forget with the punishment..." said that bassist before dissapear. Leaving the drummer blushing cutely.

Mejibray - DECADANCE - Counting Goats … if I can't be yours -


9 September, wah hari ini aku bertambah satu tahun ya?
Senangkah aku? Entahlah malah rasanya antara sedih, kesal, kecewa, tapi ada sedikit senang juga?
Mau bagaimana lagi beginilah adanya aku.
Tidak enaknya memiliki 'sesuatu' .
Ya guruku konseling berkata aku berbeda, aku aneh ada yg salah dengan pola pikirku.
Beberapa guru, dosen, atau teman berpikir aku cengeng, pendiam, penakut, stress, depresi, atau apalah itu.
Yang kutahu semua emosiku berubah hanya dalam sebentar saja menangis, tertawa, melongo, menghayal, menangis lagi, ketakutan, cemas tiba-tiba, sedikit halusinasi dan lainnya.
Semua keanehan ini, 'sesuatu' itu bernama boderline personality disorder. Aku juga baru tahu namanya sekitar 2 tahunan ini. Apa itu artinya kelainan mental?
Aku tidak berpikir begitu, meski aneh nyatanya beberapa orang survive dan bahkan menonjol. Beberapa yang terkenal dan kukagumi Van Gogh pelukis ternama dan Agatha Christie penulis novel detektif. Satu lagi yang kutahu ya Tsk-san vokalisnya Mejibray. Bener-bener kaget aku membaca salah satu interview dia mengakui dirinya juga memiliki 'sesuatu' itu.
Walau aku berpikir hidupku itu messing and I am just trash.Tapi aku berharap kedepannya aku akan jadi lebih baik dalam hal-hal yang baik. Jika aku lulus kuliah akhirnya, aku ingin belajar lebih jauh tentang psikologi jika memang memungkinkan. Amiin.
Jujur aku tak pandai menjelaskan apa  itu Boderline tapi lirik lagu bikinan Tzk-san di bawah cukup menggambarkan.



 Lyrics: Tsuzuku
 Music: MiA